Since that initial experience I have tried many other substances, both the good and the bad. They have truly shaped who I am today and have made me a better, more compassionate person. When I was going to try 2C-B for the first time, I found this site and was like "Hey, that's pretty cool" and then decided "I guess I know an ungodly amount about this sort of stuff, why not edit it and make it better?".
I guess I'm still pretty depressed, but ever since that first experience of mushrooms, I learned how to deal with that depression and embrace it.
tl;dr I like drugs