Experience:2.5g Mushrooms + 500mg DMT
- Date: 11/04/2016
- Gender: Male
- Weight: 205lbs
- Age: 18
- Notes: Keep in mind this is not a 500mg DMT dose all at once, it was spread over the course of my entire Psilocybin trip
I will forever remember this experience for the rest of my life. This experience happened a few days after my 18th birthday, I personally have always been interested in drugs and psychedelics in general and was extremely excited to try this. Prior to this experience I had never experienced either Psilocybin Mushrooms or DMT, I had always been a bit nervous to try mushrooms as I heard from many close friends that they had absolutely awful trips, however I am an extremely open person when it comes to drugs. I also was extremely interested in DMT, I wanted to experience something more intense than the previous things I had done. When it comes to psychedelics I have only had LSD(Multiple Experiences anywhere from ~50μg to ~500μg), MDMA(Multiple Experiences anywhere from 220mg-280mg)(Not particularly psychedelic but I find it relevant for experience), (25i Unknown dosage, told 700μg), Candyflipping, etc.
I also should note I have never experienced anything truly spiritual or revealing on any psychedelic, even to this day.(When I say this I mean finding "Revelations" truthful after tripping, I am not a spiritual person at all, and any "Truths" I discover on Psychedelics I don't particularly believe as I personally attribute these "Revelations/truths" to just me tripping on drugs) I find psychedelic experiences to be entertaining and interesting rather than self revealing or spiritual. Also another note, I have never experienced a bad trip on any psychedelic either, I suppose I just find it easy to shrug off any bad thoughts coming my way and immediately shift my attention to something else within moments, I also notice it is extremely rare for me to reflect on my own life. whether it be past present or future on psychedelics and when I do I don't think about it for more than a few minutes.
I had contacted a "friend" of mine who I knew had some good shrooms and was willing to sell an eighth or so(Was told by other friends who do mushrooms quite a bit that these ones were particularly strong), I had decided at that point it was time to try Psilocybin and to get over my fears of having a bad trip, I personally feel I have a particularly open/strong mind to things like this and decided to pick some up, at the same time I was just asking the same guy if he just happens to have any DMT he was selling, turns out he did and I had bought 500mg of the powder, the powder was a golden yellow.
I went home and put both the DMT baggie and the Mushrooms into a dark secure location and waited a few days while I researched how I was going to smoke the DMT(I do not own an oil burner pipe and since I live with a parent I would rather not her find what she would think to be a meth pipe in my room.) I stumbled upon this article. I do own a Fuchai 200W TC Vape with an Aries Cleito Tank, I had decided to use the E-juice method. So I got about 2ml of E-Juice that contained 3mg Nicotine and poured all 500mg into the tank that contained 2ml of E-juice, I let it sit for about an hour or so until I saw that it had almost 100% mixed throughout. I then set the mod to 30 or 35 Watts.
The night of the experience
Before doing the entire dose I decided to take a very small piece of cap and taste test it, I found it absolutely disgusting and gagged when I swallowed the small piece, so I decided to weigh out using a scale 2.5 grams shrooms and ripped them to pieces in a bowl so that I could put a lot of powder in my mouth and immediately drink water when I dosed.
First DMT Dose
Before taking the shrooms I had decided I wanted to try the DMT. I sat down at my computer put my headphones and music on and set my mod to 30 watts and attempted to vape the DMT, I hold the fire button (Nearly shaking as I do, I felt extremely nervous for this first dose) for 5 or 6 seconds(out of 10 allowed max), immediately I began coughing after only a few seconds of holding the vapors in my lungs, the vapor is particularly harsh even when vaporized, I did this another 3 or 4 times until I decided to put the vape down and close my eyes. I felt a complete relaxation all over my body and I felt my eyelids close, I did not see much except what I could describe as white dots flying past me in complete darkness. If I remember correctly I watched the dots go by for about 2 or so minutes before opening my eyes and feeling relatively sober besides a noticeable body high. I felt dissapointed, but I knew it was likely because I was not holding the vapor in long enough and not taking enough hits out of the vape. I decided to go ahead and dose my shrooms and then try the DMT vape again if I felt comfortable on the shrooms.
I had the bowl of 2.5 grams of Mushrooms ripped up for the most part up in swallow able pieces, I began to swallow each piece right after another, this took approximately 10 or so minutes as every once in awhile the taste would make me gag and almost throw up. After I had eaten all 2.5 grams or so I sat down at my computer and began browsing things like /r/shrooms, pulling up trippy music, etc. After about 50 or 60 minutes I began to feel it, the shrooms had a bodyhigh/bodyload I don't think I have ever felt before(Possibly similar to my 25i onset bodyload, but this had more weight to it), it was slightly uncomfortable but I adjusted to it, I remember browsing /r/shrooms and just laughing at almost every link I saw, I had to contain myself as best I could because my parents were sleeping. As I browsed more and more I began to see waves across my computer monitors, pictures I saw on the internet had a more natural type psychedelic type of look to them. All the words I were reading were "breathing" as they changed sizes slightly. At this point any anxiety I felt about having a bad trip on shrooms was gone, never even crossed my mind after this point.
When I decided to look up from my computer(Keep in mind my computer is located in a loft on the upper floor) I saw the walls surrounding the heater room in my house and the door to it breathing as I breathed, when I inhaled the walls would bulge and inhale with me, as I exhaled the walls and doors would exhale with me and shrink back to their normal or even smaller size. I felt completely euphoric as I did this, I then noticed my monitor's light and sometimes the bezel itself on the monitors morphing together slightly(I have a 3 monitor set up where about 180 degrees of my view are just 3 monitors side by side surrounding me slightly), I believe I was going crosseyed when this happened and I couldn't help it. By this point I was no longer audibly laughing, however for the rest of the experience I was smirking quite a bit.
Second DMT dose
Shortly after I then decided to go on youtube and play some insanely trippy videos and do what I usually do when I am on psychedelics, like listen to music and what not, this continued on for about an hour. I then realized I had forgotten about the DMT Vape on my desk, after deciding that I did want to try doing DMT again. I then put on a video of a strobe light and also put on some music. I grabbed the vape and pressed the fire button for as long as I could while inhaling, I held the DMT into my lungs until it hurt to do so (probably 3 or 4 seconds) as soon as I exhaled I immediately repeated that motion.
After 3 or 4 complete inhales I felt the urge to put the vape back onto my desk and my eyes closed, I remember just flying through this dark but geometrical universe with all types of shapes, it was as if I was a pair of floating eyeballs floating through a city block floating in the middle of the universe, the shapes themselves were 3D and mostly MASSIVE squares and pyramids connected together just like if you were walking down a city block, at the top and bottom of the 3D squares and pyramids there were strips of lights(kind of like LCD strips) that were rapidly changing(I believe this was due to the flashing lights I had set up on my screen earlier as they were still piercing through my eyelids) I also had my headphones on and the music I set up earlier was playing (it was mostly festival/rave music and what not), I did not see much else but I know I was flying through those universal city blocks of shapes for approximately 10 or so minutes. All while this was happening I was still connected to my body and was clenching my hands for most of the time. I decided it was time to open my eyes.
and when I looked back at my monitors I saw a 3D shape just barely beginning to take form, the 3D triangle like shape was coming out and forming from all 3 monitors and using the light from all of the monitors, the only color that defined the shape came from the screens themselves, the shape itself was slightly transparent. I was in complete awe, I had never seen a 3D shape on any psychedelic with my eyes open before, it blew me away, I sat there looking at it for probably a few minutes before I decided I wanted to go back to the CEVs, I took the vape and inhaled again and again and kept experiencing those floating universal shapes. This went on for about 30 minutes as I just kept puffing away every couple minutes or so to keep seeing what I wanted to see, all while this was happening I was feeling very euphoric and happy.
After those 30 minutes or so I realized that it could be possible to see, feel, and hear more if I was lying down in a dark room and not sitting at my bright monitors with festival music going. So I retreated to my room and closed the door and lay down in my bed.
More DMT dosing
The only thing lighting the room was my smart phone's dim light so I could just barely see some of the textures on my walls beginning to dance around with each other and morph together, if was staring at my wall for a long time I began to notice that the textures would dance around the point I was looking at and begin to trail off into infinity behind my wall, similar to when you look down a long hallway (I am sorry if I am having a hard time describing this, I am not the best at writing).
I decided to lay back, close my eyes and continue vaporizing the DMT, this time I really made an effort to hold it in (4 or so seconds with me holding the firing button for the max 10 seconds), and kept repeating. After the first inhale every inhale from here on out felt "Different", it was like I was breathing in some sort of cosmic energy in and out of my respiratory system, something I still cannot completely describe, every time I exhaled I felt every muscle in my chest work with each other to get the energy out. When I inhaled it felt like I was exhaling, when I exhaled it felt like I was inhaling, it was extremely weird. (When I started to feel this I don't even remember if I kept inhaling or not, I might've dropped the vape when I started to feel this a little bit).
I did not disconnect from my body completely yet.
I immediately noticed myself travelling through similar scenery as before like a floating pair of eyeballs through a cosmic pyramid landscape, the pyramids were black and MASSIVE, just like a skyscraper in a city block, all the pyramids were stacked on top of each other firmly in place. At first the pyramids were black but at the same time I could see all of the textures on them, they had textures of volcanic brick with the corresponding rainbow light strips on the base and on the tip of the pyramid, I remember picking my vape up again while closing my eyes and taking another deep inhale, at this point the things began to speed up slightly and the pyramids turned into that rainbow color and were alternating between every color fairly quickly, I did not disconnect from my body completely at this point, but it did feel like I was floating through this landscape (think of a cartoon when the character smells something good and the entire body floats with both knees behind their legs). After approximately 4 or 5 minutes of this (felt more like an hour, but it was around 5 minutes) I finally escaped this cosmic city block and began floating through the universe, I was seeing galaxies and stars and the occasional 3D object fly past me like a meteor.
I then opened my eyes and saw the patterns on my wall get increasingly energized as they danced around each other, but instead of the patterns trailing of into infinity, it was as if the patterns were falling off the wall like wallpaper and I was seeing exactly what I was seeing before in my CEVs happen behind all my walls. (Keep in mind from now on I am taking hits out of my DMT vape every few minutes or so for the rest of this part of the experience).
I then began to see some of the objects that were flying by "behind" my walls starting to fly into my room and traveling through the other walls as if they were ghost walls, it was like I was watching shooting stars/3d shapes fly through my bedroom up close, and my bed was the flying rug you lay on the grass. After I started seeing this I ceased taking hits out of my vape (I was seeing the above for probably an hour, maybe two or so before I stopped taking hits, I also noticed my tank was noticeably low, probably only 11 or so hits out of it left).
I decided to vape the rest of what was left in the tank, I wanted to truly breakthrough and forget who I was. I took approximately 3 or 4 full inhales and I saw myself flying upwards in the universe trying to meet something, at this point I began to hear my first auditory hallucination(my absolute favorite part, this had me stoked) it was like the voices were whispering or slightly hard to hear because I kept hearing them saying to get to them and that I needed to take more in order to do so, I whispered "I will."
I grabbed my vape while my eyes were still closed and began to hit it more until I felt my hand ungripping the vape and my entire body just relaxing, I felt my left arm buzzing and it felt as if a large portion of my body was disconnecting from me as my full attention went to what I was seeing. I then began to hear an extremely loud but peaceful buzzing/ringing, and I was back again exploring the universe until I "Felt" an entity talking to me, I did not see this entity or hear it but it was as if it was telepathically communicating with me. The entities name was "malrush" (I have no fucking clue why I know its name I just know it for some reason), the entity instructed me to roll over in my physical body so that my face was on my pillow, he then told me to breath in and out deeply, and to my surprise I was seeing literal fucking galaxies form in front of my eyes every time I exhaled, it told me this was how universes and galaxies were creating and connecting together, I believe it was telling me some other things but I quickly forgot them, I know I was making grunting/groaning noises in response in real life. I then stopped hearing that entity and began to hear more entities trying to communicate with me, but I couldn't hear them loudly enough/their voices were a bit muffled and I felt myself open my eyes, I looked at my vape and noticed that all the juice in it was gone.
For the next 3 or so hours I was still seeing galaxies and shapes fly through my room, I also noticed when I looked at my bed side fan that I was seeing cold air particles flow out of it in a stream and spreading out through the room.
I then was texting to my friends on my phone and what not telling them what a great experience I was having, I don't know how much longer I was chilling in my room seeing all of this, but I know I decided to eventually roll over and fall asleep.
The next day I woke up feeling pretty damn great, I know I want to do DMT again, I also know that I need to inhale longer, harder, and faster along with making a higher concentration DMT juice. I personally am in love with this chemical from what it has shown me so far, I am not sure if I broke through completely however.
- External hallucination "For the next 3 or so hours I was still seeing galaxies and shapes fly through my room, I also noticed when I looked at my bed side fan that I was seeing cold air particles flow out of it in a stream and spreading out through the room."
- Internal hallucination "the pyramids were black and MASSIVE, just like a skyscraper in a city block, all the pyramids were stacked on top of each other firmly in place."
- Autonomous entities "I 'felt' an entity talking to me, I did not see this entity or hear it but it was as if it was telepathically communicating with me"
- Geometry "I remember just flying through this dark but geometrical universe with all types of shapes"
- Drifting "All the words I were reading were 'breathing' as they changed sizes slightly."
- Auditory hallucination "I then began to hear an extremely loud but peaceful buzzing/ringing, it was like the voices were whispering or slightly hard to hear because I kept hearing them saying to get to them"
- Cognitive euphoria "all while this was happening I was feeling very euphoric and happy."
- Acuity enhancement "I began to notice that the textures would dance around the point I was looking at and begin to trail off into infinity behind my wall, similar to when you look down a long hallway"
- Laughter fits "just laughing at almost every link I saw, I had to contain myself as best I could"
- Perception of bodily lightness "I did not disconnect from my body completely at this point, but it did feel like I was floating through this landscape"
- Physical disconnection "I felt my left arm buzzing and it felt as if a large portion of my body was disconnecting from me as my full attention went to what I was seeing"