Experience:120mg - Garden of The Gods
Time: 20:00 (8pm)
(+0:00 | 8pm) Parachute 60mg by wrapping the powder in 1/4 of a square of toiler paper and swallowing it.
(+2:00 | 10pm) It's been long enough now and I haven't experienced any effects, so I decide to parachute another 60mg. This was probably a big mistake.
(+2:30 | 10:30pm) Very sedated, slight trouble typing on the keyboard. Scalp and back are being filled with tingles. I remember describing them as "tiny electrostatic shocks". Very pleasant.
(+3:30 | 11:30pm) Sitting, watching the chat when I realise that I have been keeping my head very still and that my vision was dream-like. I come to the abrupt realisation that I am tripping and my heart drops. I try to remember everything that lead up to this moment and am shocked that I took a drug, almost as though I was a very anti-drug person. My heart drops and I become extremely ashamed of myself. A few minutes later, I am relieved to find out that I am not anti-drug at all.
(+4:00 : 12pm midnight) Visuals begin. Everything is brighter and the contents of my computer screen begin twisting and breathing very slightly.
(+4:30 | 12:30am) Visuals are pretty strong. Every paragraph on the screen is breathing as though they had big lungs. Reading the PsychonautWiki IRC is very difficult as many of the posts are merging and the colours seem to be all mixed up, all the letters are jumping and falling, and my short-term memory is gone so I have to read the same post a few times to understand it.
(+5:00 | 1am) Decide to go downstairs. I have a very small conversation with some people I know, trying very hard not to laugh at the fact that they had grass all over them from rolling in the garden. Head on back upstairs, which is difficult when the stairs are twisting and moving.
(+6:00 | 2am) Start worrying that I should be asleep. I decide to pull an all-nighter and, for once, do what I want to do without worrying that I might be disturbing others' sleep. Tracers and after-images are very obvious. I keep putting my finger in front of my face and putting it down really quickly, with tracers lasting about half a second. Someone in the chat asks me if my mouse has a large tracer, and I reply with "hold on, I'm having a bit of trouble getting to the mouse atm". The person then saves the quote in tripbot.
(+7:00 | 3am) My entire room is breathing, my computer screen looks as though someone poured gel over it. Very awake, very stimulated, but at the same time I've never been so tired.
(+8:00 | 4am) The mirror is very interesting. When I stare at my eyes in the mirror, the rest of my face begins to transform and the corners of objects in my room become drawn with complex geometry. A recurring visual is a blue eye surrounded by a diamond, looking right at me. The eye looks a little like the All-seeing Eye. I decide that this is the eye of a God.
(+9:00 | 5am) I go to lie down. The ceiling is all wobbly, the walls are breathing, everything is very three-dimensional. When I look in the mirror, my eyes are dry and my pupils are very large. When I try to think, I keep forgetting what I am thinking about and it takes me a few seconds to get back to the thoughts.
(+9:30 | 6am) No luck in getting to sleep, so I go back to the computer. The computer screen looks as though it is running at a very low FPS rate, with the caret blinking very slowly. Time has slowed down dramatically. I can hear the sounds of people saying my name in another room but I know that they aren't real.
(+11:30 | 8am) I sit by the window and look out. The building opposite me is breathing and all of the windows are wobbling. The grass of my garden is moving in circles and the leaves of the trees are shaking very quickly. The sky is filled with geometric patterns that look like lines and eyes are everywhere. Birds fly around, leaving long tracers which make a single bird look like three or four. The whole scene is very bright. I see people in the windows of the building opposite my window, but am not sure if they are real. In one window, I see a man pacing backwards and forwards, looking out of the window and down at the ground every few seconds. He eventually leaves, and I can hear him talking to me. In another window, I see the curtains lift themselves up and a woman look out and directly at me. I worry that she knows I'm on drugs and pretend to be reading a book. I sit here for an hour before going to lie down. While lying down, I begin to make false memories that feel extremely familiar. I begin inventing new words that I strongly believe were some of the first words I'd ever heard. They were of course false and the words did not exist.
(+13:00 | 9am) I watch some YouTube videos. In one thumbnail, the image is a cliff with grass on it and water in the distance; the image comes alive, with the grass waving as though there is wind, and the water flowing realistically. I put my earphones in and watch the video which is trip music, and my mood and visions go according to the music; when the music becomes deep and slow, I get bad hallucinations of the cut on my thumb swelling and becoming a dark red while hearing voices in my head, and when the music picks up, I get a huge rush of euphoria and feel content with my life.
(+17:00 | 1pm) Everyone in the house is now awake and I get very worried that they will notice I'm tripping, so I take a shower. Wow, what a bad idea. My hearing is gone so I cannot judge whether the water is running properly, and due to the hallucinations, the walls appear to be closing in. I am extremely anxious that I've lost relativity with time and that I will be in the shower for a very long time so I get out, dry myself and go back to my room. I constantly feel as though I am obviously tripping.
(+18:00 | 2pm) I can hear everyone downstairs and they sound like they are moving very quickly, and eventually someone comes to me and begins talking. However, they are speaking very fast and it's hard to understand them, so I reply talking very quickly to which they reply "are you alright?" I become concerned that they know and say "yeah, just tired." They leave.
(+19:00 | 3pm) I get food (a burger and some chips from McDonalds) and my God, it is disgusting; chips are dry, sauce is fucking disgusting, burger is tasteless. The only thing I could consume was my drink of Coca-Cola (perhaps it was the sugars?) I do not eat much at all.
(+24:00 | 8pm) I realise that I can, to a certain extent, control the effects; I can slow down and speed up time as I wish; I can control the intensity of the colours I see and I can hallucinate whatever I wish. I use these 'powers' and hallucinate birds outside. I see how much I can speed up time. Having a lot of fun with my powers! If I stare at a particular object for longer than a second, I can see every detail in its texture.
I spend the next day extremely tired, restless and exhausted. I find things entertaining that I previously found extremely boring. That night as I get in bed, I begin to think about my mother and how ill she is. I think about everything she has done for me. I begin to cry. The next day I spend some time with her and help her to clean her house.
Submitted by - Lysergic
- Stimulation - "Very stimulated, but at the same time never been so tired."
- Pupil dilation - "When I look in the mirror, my eyes are dry and my pupils are very large."
- Wakefulness - "No luck in getting to sleep"
- Emotion enhancement - "I begin to think about my mother and how ill she is. I think about everything she has done for me. I begin to cry."
- Time distortion - "They are speaking very fast"
- Analysis enhancement - "If I stare at a particular object for longer than a second, I can see every detail in its texture."
- Personal bias suppression - "I find things entertaining that I previously found extremely boring."
- Memory suppression - "My short-term memory is gone so I have to read the same post a few times to understand it."
- Delusion - "I begin to make false memories that feel extremely familiar."
- Thought disorganization - "I keep forgetting what I am thinking about and it takes me a few seconds to get back to the thoughts."
- Color enhancement - "The whole scene is very bright."
- Drifting - "The water flowing realistically."
- Tracers - "Tracers and after-images are very obvious."
- After images - "Tracers and after-images are very obvious."
- Auditory hallucination - "Hearing voices in my head."