User:Asmodaai

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🧠 About Me

Yo! I’m Asmodaai — biohacker, psychonaut, programmer, petrolhead, and certified chronic over-thinker. I dive into altered states of consciousness through the lens of pharmacology, depth-psychology, philosophy, and occult systems. Expect write-ups that blend personal data-logs and peer-reviewed research.

Basic specs:

  • Name: Adam
  • Born: 2002 (22 y.o.)
  • Location: Czechia
  • Gender ID: male
  • Pronouns: he/him
  • Drug of choice: Kratom (involuntarily xd)

Radical honesty is the brand; harm-reduction is the baseline.

🎓 Background

Quick snapshot:

  • Dual B.A. in Informatics & History (Czechia)
  • Self-studying Jung’s analytic psychology (I cherry-pick the unconscious, skip the couch cliché) and the darker corners of philosophy
  • Brain firmware: ADHD / Bipolar II / BPD — makes the signal weird, but never boring
  • Weekend escape: JDM culture & rallye (hell yeah xd)

🔬 Research Focus

I research substances that break brains, bend systems, and rewrite inner code — all mapped through neurodivergent patterns, tight logging, and unfiltered observation:

  • Kratom — daily titrated protocol for stability, full metabolic notes
  • Cathinones (flagship: NEP / N-ethylpentedrone) — dose-response curves, taper tactics, neurotoxic caveats
  • Other RCs — novel tryptamines, lysergamides, phenethylamines
  • Psychedelics & dissociatives — shadow-work, ego-perforation, safety frameworks
  • Benzos & gabaergics — precision comedown / sleep stacks
  • Poly-drug interaction mapping — spreadsheets meet synapses

💾 Ongoing Projects

Stuff on my plate:

  • Writing pages for compounds that are currently missing from PsychonautWiki
  • Expanding PsychonautWiki entries for under-documented RCs
  • Injecting peer-reviewed citations into legacy pages
  • Contributing to the Journal app (iOS / macOS) — duration graphs, UX tweaks, and potentially multilingual support

I see these projects as ways to externalize insight — from decoding underexplored compounds to improving how users engage with their own altered states — always guided by a belief that well-documented experience is a form of medicine.

🕯️ Philosophical / Occult Lens

My worldview blends Nietzschean existentialism and meta-nihilism with Jungian analytic psychology and demonolatric satanism. I see archetypes not as spirits to worship, but as fragments of the self — tools for introspection, empowerment, and individuation. The figure of Asmodeus represents personal sovereignty, forbidden knowledge, and the will to navigate darkness without flinching: symbolism as a psychological Swiss-army knife. My experience with substance use is not purely recreational — it’s part of a larger praxis; mapping how neurodivergence intersects with altered states, how trauma can be transmuted via entheogenic insight, and how the shadow, once embraced, becomes fuel.

Influences: Nietzsche, Jung, Grof, Crowley and LaVey — each in their own way challenging the illusion of objective morality and embracing the creative force of the shadow.

🧭 Intentions

Deliver data-driven, legit-checked content to help fellow neuro-weirdos chart extreme states with confidence. If you’re here to hack consciousness (or just rubber-neck the abyss), grab a chair — we map what others medicate.

📬 Contact

Feel free to reach out:

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