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Xea
Hyia!, Im Xea, auti transgirl, born early 2000s.
Feel free to chat me up <3, just don't be a meanie.
matrix: @im-0xea:socki.moe
email: 0xea@autistici.org
Xea's Special Interests
- chemistry and pharmacology
- low level programming and reverse engineering
Xea's Mental Issues
- (hypo-)manic episodes
- SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME EDITING THIS WIKI
- autism
- severe sensory issues
- attention deficit disorder
- long term dissociation
Xea's Experiences
- Experience:70mg Lisdexamfetamine (oral) - My first stimulant experience
- Experience:1800mg Caffeine - Bipolar disorder and a bottle of pills
- Experience:35mg Dextromethamphetamine + 305mg 3-Methylmethcathinone + 20mg 2C-B - destroying myself before rebuilding
Xea's Substance Ranklist
adoration ❤ hatred
Hormone Medication
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Estradiol Undecylate ❤ | prodrug ester of life saving hormone; produces stable levels with no crashes when injected monthly | |
Estradiol Enantate | prodrug ester of life saving hormone; minor crashes when injected weekly; discomfort when injected every 4 days | |
Estradiol Cypionate | prodrug ester of life saving hormone; crashes when injected weekly | |
Dutasteride ❤ | significantly reduced hairloss; no side effects; very long halflife | |
Cyproterone acetate | helpful when levels drop below monotherapy levels | |
Melatonin | light sleeping aid | |
Finasteride | coincided significant suicidal thoughts; very short halflife; stopped treatment after a month |
Entactogens
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine ❤ | my favorite psychoactive substance by far; helped fix several friendships; allowed me to reprocess some traumatic events; will turn anybody into a cuddle-machine | |
3-Methylmethcathinone | lighly entactogenic; intensely addictive and dangerous; high dosing requirements | |
4-Methylmethcathinone | cat-piss odor; lighly entactogenic; intensely addictive and dangerous; medium dosing requirements |
Stimulants
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Lisdexamphetamine ❤ | favorite psychoactive substance for productivity; prodrug of my favorite stimulant | |
Dextroamphetamine | quite stimulating; clean euphoria; minimal side effects | |
3-Methylmethcathinone | extremely stimulating; extreme short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive and dangerous; high dosing requirements | |
4-Methylmethcathinone | cat-piss odor; extremely stimulating; extreme short-acting euphoria; intensely addictive and dangerous; medium dosing requirements | |
Dextromethamphetamine | quite stimulating; intense but short euphoria; long halflife; strong xerostomia(dry mouth) | |
Amphetamine | somewhat stimulating; clean euphoria; heavy cardiovascular side effects | |
Kratom Alkaloids | light plesant stimulation | |
Caffeine | light plesant stimulation; discomfort at higher doses; toxicity has nearly taken my life | |
Salbutamol | respiratory enhancement; minimal to no stimulation; cardiovascular side effects | |
Modafinil | effective dosing not reached | |
Pseudoephedrine | effective dosing not reached | |
Methylphenidate | mininmal to no euphoria and stimulation; causes anxiety | |
Bupropion | paradoxical pharmacology; caused intense distress | |
Nicotine | light stimulation; causes agitation |
Psychedelics
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
2C-B | caused a significant and a horrifying experience; reduces passing of time; overlaying yet intense visuals; interesting tactile sensations; certainly an interesting substance; "psychedelic phenethylamine go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^w^"; "if this is a mind manifesting drug, than my mind is both love and a nighmare swarm of angry spinning rainbows" |
Opioids
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Kratom Alkaloids | quite relaxing; reduces minor pain | |
Diacetylmorphine | relaxing to the point of inducing sleep; warm; minor pain reduction; helps deal with siginificant emotional pain; weird dream like states which feel fully concious | |
Oxycodone | strong apathy and sadness; feelings of body melting; when injected minor euphoria followed by nausea and intense sweating and warmth with only minor pain suppression |
Benzodiazepines
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Alprazolam | somewhat reduces anxiety; cancels out stimulants if needed | |
Diazepam | helps in distress; effective sleeping aid; cancels out stimulants if needed |
Antipsychotics
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Quetiapine | somewhat distressing to use; didn't seam to help that much directly but potencially over the hours after use | |
Amisulpride | messed me up at low dosage; kept me safe at a full dosage; will make you lactate but that sounds hot to me | |
Promethazine | seamed too suggestive to treat acute distress; strongly delayed onset; potencially mild nausea reduction |
Dissociatives
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Ketamine | unnerving and non-recreational; body distortion; perception in snap frames; amnesia | |
Dextromethorphan | effective dosing not reached; might have worsened previous psychosis |
Antidepressants
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Mirtazapine | creates unique bodily feeling |
Nootropics
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Noopept | seams mildly stimulating |
Amino acids
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
5-Hydroxytryptophan | seams to improve wellbeing after MDMA use | |
L-Theanine | light but pleasant effects | |
N-Acetylcysteine | the taste of rotten eggs ruined my dextromethamphetamine tea | |
N-Acetyl-L-Tyrosine | uncertain activity; injected 500mg intravenous |
Antihypertensives
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Minoxidil | promotes hair regrowth; causes respiratory depression at 10-15mg oral administration |
NSAIDs
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Acetylsalicylic acid | reliefs minor headaches; causes useful blood thinning for stroke prevention | |
Ibuprofen | ineffective | |
Paracetamol | ineffective |
Alcohols
Compound | Structure | Notes |
---|---|---|
Ethanol | reduces cognitive functioning; euphoric at nauseating doses; rather use this as a solvent | |
Isopropanol | accidental exposure; rather use this as a solvent | |
Phenol | accidental exposure; do not ask why I was handeling it |