Experience:Cannabis 2 1/2 hits - Is anyone there?

Experience index — Cannabis

Height: 175cm/5'9

Weight: 56 kg

Dosage 2 1/2 puffs cannabis

Prior experience: some cannabis use, one or two puffs each time.

Background

It happened more than two years ago so it's going to be a short summary - the event actually changed my view on a lot of things in my life and opened the door to discovering a potential dissociative disorder.

Experience report

It was a little after 3PM, i remember being a warm day for a february. I was at one of my acquaintances home (never been there) and didn't eat well for lunch.

I thought we would smoke later but it was almost immediately after arriving (wasn't really ready for that but still).

Took two puffs and half choked on the third. It was okay and we were waiting for the effects. We started watching some videos.

After a while I started to feel the effects. It seemed like I wasn't making any sense in what we were saying.

We switched to watch braindead anime. I remember thinking how much it didn't actually make sense and I found it boring and pointless to watch, but didn't say it out loud.

Then, while still watching, I started to have blackouts. My movements were extremely slow and couldn't pinpoint how much time passed. It was like I moved my hands to check the player and actually took 5 minutes. I don't remember things happening clearly.

After a while I started to get hungry but there was no food in the house (what-) so the plan was to go out and buy some.

Bad idea since I couldn't stand up for more than some minutes without losing my vision and needing to lay down. It was safer to be left alone while they went to get some food, so we did that. I actually felt the need to be alone a bit.

What was happening was strange. I remember feeling like leaving my body in the way I was being pulled in the back of my head - the best I could describe was like having DID but no one was fronting, so it was like the body was empty and I just wasn't there controlling it.

I think another thirty minutes? passed and I could stand up. I was very dizzy but I could manage to go to the bathroom and sit on a chair instead. I remember trying to look at my phone but it was extremely hard to concentrate and read text so I just put it away and I kind of crashed on the desk while sitting there.

I remember closing my eyes and thinking I was actually in the sixties (the style of the house could fit the timeframe and the lights were dim). I actually don't remember much after but I think it took one hour and a half for my acquaintance to come back and by that time I was starting to feel normal-ish again.

We ate something, try to bake pancakes but failing (still baking something edible in the end). At this point I felt completely back to normal. I don't remember what we did after but I stayed there to sleep cause it felt safer and went home the next day.

While the effect wore off, I felt way more dissociated for the following two weeks. I cannot exactly remember how (I think I was experiencing derealization and depersonalization in waves)but it seemed so weird to me this sensation lingered for so long. I decided to stay away from cannabis after that and actually look into dissociative symptoms because it felt too much for a too small dosage.