Experience:DMT (~50mg) + Cannabis - Geometric Angels
This was a test to see if I could have a shared experience with my brother by smoking off of the same bowl, this was also his first experience with any psychedelic. I had decided I was going to commit to keeping my eyes open the entire time, as best I could. I wanted to do this because, in general, I close my eyes during this experience (to see what my mind has to show me) but had never really bothered to try and examine the world around me in any real way, on DMT, at this point.
- Date: 2012
- Subject: Male
- Weight: 52kg / 115lbs
- Height: 5'4"
- Set: Curious, happy, confident.
- Setting: My room, on my bed, in the dark, at night, in silence. With my brother.
- Timeline: Approx. 15-20 minutes from start to finish
Report
I measured out 100mg of DMT and mixed it together in a bowl of weed. Me and my brother sat on a bed together and passed the bowl back and forth until it was gone. We took special care to hold in each hit as long as we could, but also to get the bowl done as quickly as possible. By the time we were done, the world was already very strange, but that's to be expected with DMT
This was a very unique experience and I have never had one like it since. I felt very confused, and I wanted to purge, but was able to hold back. In the end, I sort of wish I had.
With open eyes, solid objects seemed to ebb and flow leaving beautiful sparkling, wavy, softly stuttering and smooth tracers of themselves in the air. I have searched the depths of my vocabulary, and I posses no real power to describe to anyone how beautiful everything seemed to be. The flowing transparency, the slow wave everything held. It was magical; so very dream/ghost like, and easily the most beautiful change in landscape I have ever seen on psychedelics. Maybe not necessarily the craziest or most intense and vivid, or even colorful, but by far the most beautiful. I have experienced nothing like it before or since, sadly. My psychedelic posters did as expected; they waved and flowed in the ways you would expect them to while sober, based on the geometry and shape of the designs made by the artist. My own body seemed to be entirely see through, as tho I was a specter, when I examined my own hands. It is still very hard to describe.
At the peak of the experience the corner of my room glowed bright white, brighter than any light I have ever seen before. The light originated from the floor in the far corner of the room and grew so intense it became quite hard to look at. I managed to keep my eyes fixated through the familiar confusion and disorientation of the DMT experience, and I was very glad I had done so.
A sold neon and glowing triangle appeared in the middle of the light as though it was laying on my floor. and another one just to the side of it. Out of that shape, spawned a different shape of similar structure, but it was a different color and had different angles. Each shape quickly unfolded out of itself to revile two amorphous humanoid shaped kaleidoscopic angels. I chose this term because of the biblical way these changing, neon, geometric, figures seemed to shake me to my core. The very presence of these creatures weakened my body in a blissful way. My entire body was shaking, but it wasn't painful or uncomfortable. It was as if i had been filled with awe of the raw power of these creatures. They were even difficult to look at directly, they seemed to be too beautiful for my eyes. I am not religious in almost an sense of the word, but this very much seemed like biblical recounts of being in the presence of a celestial body, without the halos, wings, robes and human faces. Although I'm not sure those particular details are in the bible, that seems to be the artistic portrayal. These were nothing like that aesthetically, but they held an incredibly powerful presence. They seemed to be separately sentient of me and from each other. They remained in a static position in my room. No matter what direction I looked, my brain had projected these creatures to be in that exact position in space (The same as the origination point for the light), much as if they were solid matter, and not simple over eye geometry. They retained a constant humanoid shape but the geometry and the colors that structured them changed very rapidly. They seemed to speak in an echoing in a language that consisted of different tones and beeps. Not unlike R2D2's voice, but without the squeals.
These creatures grew in size, color, and intensity and the beeping seemed to get more.. encouraging? As the urge to purge grew more powerful. As I resisted they grew smaller. The urge would come up again, and they would become… excited? and seemed to be disappointed that I had swallowed the urge back and they disappeared completely into themselves, taking the radiant white light with them.
I laid on my bed, curled into a ball and shaking as though I had hypothermia. My brother was very concerned and I was aware of his presance at this point, I had to pull myself together and tell him the shaking was the product of the intensity of awe I was under. It was entirely a good thing, and incredibly humbling. My brother was only able to note on the fact that he thought my poster was trying to eat him, because a "happy-face fractal tentacle" poster I had, had reached its colorful tendrils out and was using them to try and grab onto my brother and consume him, assimilating him into the poster.
The after glow was as beautiful as the come up, but it did not seem as though sharing the bowl with my brother had caused any kind of similarities in any way, shape or form. DMT seems to be a very diverse experience. I have noticed that mixing it with weed causes it to have a much higher body load, in a heavy, but not necessarily good or bad way. This happens almost consistently every time I mix DMT and Marijuana.
Most beautiful visuals Ive ever had. Sharing the experience seems to produce no notable effects. I think purging may have intensified the experience. I'm glad I didn't as I remained on my bed the entire time.
Submitted by - Salem
Effects analysis
- Drifting - "With open eyes, solid objects seemed to ebb and flow leaving beautiful sparkling, wavy, softly stuttering
- Tracers - "and smooth tracers of themselves in the air."
- Transformations - "My own body seemed to be entirely see through, as tho I was a specter, when I examined my own hands."
- External hallucination - "At the peak of the experience the corner of my room glowed bright white, brighter than any light I have ever seen before. The light originated from the floor in the far corner of the room and grew so intense it became quite hard to look at.
- Geometry - "A sold neon and glowing triangle appeared in the middle of the light as though it was laying on my floor. and another one just to the side of it. Out of that shape, spawned a different shape of similar structure, but it was a different color and had different angles."
- Autonomous entities - "Each shape quickly unfolded out of itself to revile two amorphous humanoid shaped kaleidoscopic angels... They seemed to be separately sentient of me and from each other... They seemed to speak in an echoing in a language that consisted of different tones and beeps."
- Novelty enhancement - "I had to pull myself together and tell him the shaking was the product of the intensity of awe I was under."
- Spontaneous tactile sensations - "I have noticed that mixing it with weed causes it to have a much higher body load, in a heavy, but not necessarily good or bad way."